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| Tuesday, November 20, 2007 |
Today marks the 7th day we haven't been contacting.
Maybe you have forgotten about me,
maybe you're having a better life without me.
Maybe. . .
My pussy starts puking blood today.
Cramps randomly hunting me,
and I'm gonna face with more mood swing I guess.
Each time I closed my eyes,
you appeared infront of me.
I fear to be alone at night,
cause I know I'll be crying myself to sleep.
I'm really tired.
Sometimes, I really thought of giving up.
You ain't there to pull me up when I fell.
I'm afraid,
I didn't know how to close the gap.
You're just so far away,
The longer this goes on,
the further we're gonna be.
You made me feel unwanted,
you made me feel our love ain't strong,
you made me feel that you're a stranger I'm facing.
I can't shout,
can't express my anger or unhappyness out.
All I can do is to sum up and write everything in this dumb blog.
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| 5:05 PM |
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